I really forgot what this looked liked.

I dont keep much up on blogs anymore. For the most part I find many of them to encompass genuine narcissism. Some of them are more down to earth however. I really enjoyed Steve Tilford building a fence, that was something I can relate to. When I put this up, it seemed like the thing to do. Now it just seems like I just look at it to pick people apart and thats not very positive. Things were different years ago when the cycling blog revolution started for me. Locally I had alot of good friends around me who seemed as driven to be competitive as I was. People move on, some have kids, some pursue a new direction in life overseas, some feel a new love is more imprtant than an old friendship, and others decide to step out of my shadow by blocking me out of their life while still keeping it open for everyone else. Oh the joys of social networking. I've had some rough months recently, MRSA last fall and a respiratory infection in the spring. I'm feeling a little off. Summer is here, they grass is growing too fast and my boys are very demanding. Things are going to be different this year.